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Planetary Proportions & Harmonics; 7, 108, 369, 432

want to
start this essay
with a quote by
Lincoln :

can see
how it might
be possible for a
man to look down upon
the earth and be an atheist,
but I cannot conceive how a man
could look up into the heavens
and say there is no God”

And Continue all of this with some
Pictures, some by Joe Dubs “Cosmic Creations”
others by N.a.s.a/ Hubble, Me; Samuel, and Buckminster Fuller
to help in explaining my perspective/ faith
in Life and that indeed when looking
into the heavens there is something
to be seen which can restore one’s
faith in life, order, purpose, truth!

When we just meditate on the above shown numbers,

720°, 1440°, 2160°, 3600° all added together,
the 4 elements, equal the miles of earth!
Intelligent Design! Undoubtedly! :)

my life
of 27 years,
I have so
far not-
Truth must
be Investigated
In order for
it to be



Is not
enough to in
Theory Know the truth
without Actually then also
acting  on it to the best of one’s ability
to change one’s own life and surroundings
As Bruce Lee said: Knowing is not enough: You must
apply, Willing is not enough, we must do!

And actually the old saying
“Knowledge is power”
I find to not be true,
Knowledge is

is power !


What type of knowledge do the gnostics
say transforms man?

The kind of knowledge which shows that heaven is within;
the inner meaning of science, maths and so ON:

86,400 seconds in a day,
864,000 miles diameter of the sun!

432,000 miles radius of the sun

432,000 / 3 = 144,000;

144 thousand

360×3 = 1080; 1080 miles, the moon

Why is 108 a “holy number”?
Why do monks in india chant “holy names” 108 times?
Because they are attuning to resonant frequencies of the moon and cosmos through using the science of sound to change the
way their mind and body, and even heart,
which is incedentally an anagram of earth
and contains the word art :) Art is really
always a combination of Heart & Earth;
Straight lines, symbolically: Logic
And Curved Lines: Emotions
Male & Female; Balance
Space and Matter,
Light and Dark

How do
We apply this
Knowledge in our daily
Lives and how will anything
change our life path?

1080, 3690, 4320
Be seen
In the Picture
Above With The Plants
There is a Certain Structure
To our Solar System which amazingly
Connects everything together harmoniously and
Is to 99.9% a multiplication, a factor, of the diameter of planets
But, for an unbeliever in order and a plan, divine or not, this was not
any real, hard evidence for me, I would come up with arguments
like, “It’s not a miracle life exists at all, and it’s not proof of God
simply because, if life did not exist, and it were not possible the
way it is then we would not be here admiring it saying it is!”
But this only brings me to what psychologist Carl G. Jung
Said: “It has become the way it is, because I am the way
I am, and if I wasn’t, then it would not be the way it is”!
Often in life things seem chaotic, distorted, pointless,
and without a plan, yet physicists, psychologists,
philosophers, poets and artists, not to mention
prophets, sages and wise men and women
of all ages have said that there is a plan,
some say divine plan, even,
to and in life on earth,
and that it exists for
each of our

intelligent design
These varying
facts, numbers and theories
are sometimes supported by evidence,
and sometimes, we are asked to have faith and believe
I personally grew up more or less an atheist, an unbeliever,
and it was hard for me to accept anything anyone said or had written
about such subjects, if they could not prove them to me with
material, physical examples, i would not believe them
or even try to “have faith”… It was only when
reading Plato’s dialogue “Gorgias”
at age 18, that I began to
again agree that
there is such
a thing as

is an amazing
example of using the
proportions and laws of nature
to build something which has endured for
thousands and thousands of years, throughout the
Ages… Clearly, it was built by sAges Ages ago, whenever it was :)

the wonder of 7
a child
and even young
adult and even to this
day I played games, I re-
ally enjoyed playing games
and always had an interest
in computers, dynamics and
mechanics, i could observe
the rules and laws which
governed systems and
I played on (and on & on)
“Sega Saturn”


Planet Saturn’s North Pole

saturn north pole

and on the “Sega Mega Drive”


which is an Anagram of
“Ages Game Diver”!

I really started my
“Game Ages Diver”
age >>>7<<<
but  prior to that age 4 I had
asked the question “Is life a game
or, is it real?” exploring 3d that is a question that has
followed me around like a dog for my life,
as well as other questions like “when they took
black and white photos was life black and white”?
Relating to duality 2d and the judgement that white is
good and black is bad, it made sense to my childlike mind that,
if people thought in black and white instead of colour,
maybe that was why history was so dark!


Now I can give an answer to myself:
Life is both a real game and a game which is real
“What we do in life echos in eternity” as Marcus Aurelius
said and was remembered for telling people so that they might
do something which they would not regret having done, having
lived the way they did with that in mind, and perhaps in heart.

decatra chestahedron

The Chestahedron,
Frank Chester’s discovery
A form he says most closely resembles
The human heart, a form which fits the requirements
for a 6th platonic solid, which, for a long time was unknown
Here a summary from his website at:

was the
Chestahedron not found
People have been working
with Platonic solids for
thousands of
years, including such great figures as

Pythagoras, Plato, Kepler,
Da Vinci, and many

As in
the past and
up to this day,
all studies of transforming

Platonic solids have been based
upon  Pressure/contraction.

This approach utilizes
truncation, which refers
to cutting off or
pushing existing
corners flat in order to change a form.
approach to studying Platonic solids was not transforming  them externally
by contraction but
internally by

Platonic forms
were never solid to
Frank, but open and hollow.
Placing a small Tetrahedron inside
a larger Tetrahedron, twice its size,
and moving the smaller form
produces the Chestahedron,
something of which the world
has never seen before in the long history
of form studies. Surprisingly, the Chestahedron can
an internal transformation
moving in two opposite directions at the same time.
These motions, when related to
physiology, provide a picture of
how the human heart
is formed out
of two
moving vortexes:
the blood.

there is
a design concept
behind the geometry connected
with the human heart. The heart is working
not simply through the utilization of pressure
(pumping) but by suction (breaking)
arising when two vortexes
entwine together from
opposite directions.”


What if

the world game

is what everyone
is playing right now,
unaware that
they  are
in a
made of
different shapes
and dynamics
for instance


shapes here,
the platonic solids?

This map by
Buckminster Fuller
of the World, divided by 19 triangles
could be adapted, to something different


which people can somehow touch in their daily lives?


The world energy grid/ map was described
by cultures forgotten but far more ancient than
ours as something tangible, real, and Pythagoras,
who we owe much of our mathematical knowledge to

“There is
a harmony to
the spheres, there
is a music to creation”

as well as

Inside of
is number”

Some people don’t believe in truth,
or that there is such a thing as timeless truth,
but, if you look at how these principles he elucidated
2500 years ago, and how they are still valid today,
and that he himself received them from even
more ancient sources, then perhaps
you don’t have to be one of those
people? Because you can
see that music and
and intelligence
go hand in hand together
and that they point towards a hidden
hand, an arm, a shoulder, a body, a mind, a law,
a method, a construction path, of a creator, who uses
musical principles, mathematical principles, to set and keep
everything in motion, and it can be wittnessed in all things in nature
and that is why, after giving it much deep thought and serious
study and attention I decided to follow Jesus the Christ
and live according to his word, which is: “the kingdom
of heaven is within, and those who seek it shall
find it” and simply have faith and believe
that there is a law maker behind the
laws of nature, there are good
reasons for everything
that is happening
happening !

To simply state that:
Behind every seeming chaos
there is an intrinsic order and even
if we do not recognise this order to trust that
the nature of the universe is inherently good and benevolent
towards life and that it wishes for all beings residing in it to
learn, live, love, grow, and give good things to one another
in truth, what more evidence do we actually need
that there is an intelligence behind the universe
than the fact that such a thing as music
even exists? and that such beauty
as can be seen in poetry and art
can be made manifest?
To me, it is evidence


Psalm 19[a]

For the director of music. A psalm of David.

The heavens declare the glory of God;
    the skies proclaim the work of his hands.

Day after day they pour forth speech;
    night after night they reveal knowledge.

They have no speech, they use no words;
    no sound is heard from them.

Yet their voice[b] goes out into all the earth,
    their words to the ends of the world.
In the heavens God has pitched a tent for the sun.

    It is like a bridegroom coming out of his chamber,
    like a champion rejoicing to run his course.

It rises at one end of the heavens
    and makes its circuit to the other;
    nothing is deprived of its warmth.

The law of the Lord is perfect,
    refreshing the soul.
The statutes of the Lord are trustworthy,
    making wise the simple.

The precepts of the Lord are right,
    giving joy to the heart.
The commands of the Lord are radiant,
    giving light to the eyes.

The fear of the Lord is pure,
    enduring forever.
The decrees of the Lord are firm,
    and all of them are righteous.

10 They are more precious than gold,
    than much pure gold;
they are sweeter than honey,
    than honey from the honeycomb.

11 By them your servant is warned;
    in keeping them there is great reward.

12 But who can discern their own errors?
    Forgive my hidden faults.

13 Keep your servant also from willful sins;
    may they not rule over me.
Then I will be blameless,
    innocent of great transgression.

14 May these words of my mouth and this meditation of my heart
    be pleasing in your sight,
    Lord, my Rock and my Redeemer.

indeed that,
and what a fitting
Coincidence that this Psalm
By King David should be to the Director
of Music, when the Lord, God, is the Director
of All music, and I did not seek out this saying i was lead
to it by a “Coincidence” well, life has shown me again and again
That indeed there is no such thing as coincidence, there are
only events, following chains of causes and effects
and if we can recognize this chain of cause
and effect, we can cause something
different to happen but until
such a time then “GoD”
Who we can call
l remain
Hidden in the
way GoD remains hidden
and to finish this article
with quotes, the way
I started it

“Coincidence is God’s
way of remaining Anonymous”
Albert Einstein

“It is the glory of God
to conceal a
thing: but the honor of
kings is
to search out a matter.”
 Proverbs 25:2


Indeed :)

Further reading:

Compassion, War, Factory farming, Veganism


Reposted from facebook, edited, and many images added: I apologize to all my non vegan/ meat eating friends for lashing out, saying i can’t trust you or that i see you as complicit in murder, or lacking in compassion the past couple of days, I don’t want to lose you as a friend, so please read this, and see “my side” and perhaps tell me about “your side”.

(We are on “sides” of the same thing: the cosmic mind)

I am and was terribly upset by the torture I saw animals going through in ROUTINE fashion, in for instance the free on line film earthlings, and many other good, non biased, neutral and balanced documentaries, knowing it is like this all over the world, and that it will not end, and I personally feel, I must change the situation.

There is a link to the film at the bottom of this article:

Our bodies are simply not designed to eat meat, as this chart shows, we are far closer to frugivores (fruit and vegetable eaters) and herbivores than carnivores.

The simple fact a meat eater is TEN TIMES more likely to get a heart attack than a non meat eater, to me, is enough.

comparison chart

Let’s talk and let me explain “my side”, you are welcome then to explain yours. I was once an unreflected meat eater too, starting age 3 or 4, and, so i know how hard it is to stop eating meat, and or other animal products, and how easy and “good it feels”… especially when you are born and educated into it. But it is wrong, in my eyes it is totally wrong.Intensive-pig-farm-011

It takes courage, will, determination to change, i know, i went through it, my process involved discovering and letting go of many disturbing things about myself, “cognitive dissonance” and “dissociation” a feeling of a loss of “identity” and “re-association” took place whilst doing so, which has to be overcome to “see clearly” again, it is a deep question plumbing the depths of our identity as human beings, are we predators or not? Are we warriors, or peaceful guardians?

Let us ask ourselves, who are we as beings, as a species, if we make all other species suffer, and even go extinct, or keep them in killing camps, for food, when we don’t have to?

Martin Luther King once said:


And I am convinced that within 50 years, people will look at the way we NOW treat animals, the same, or worse, than how we treated one another; with extreme prejudice, racism, going all the way to genocide.

 I cannot, nor do i want to take back saying “i don’t trust meat eaters”, because i don’t, fully.
We can forgive ourselves for the past, but not for the future, in advanced.
I feel i have awakened to a new level of being, and I am what and who I AM… I am a feeling, conscious being, and I am connected to all other feeling, conscious beings… as you are too, actually, and you and I cannot with good conscious say, yes, the torture and killing of animals for convenience, is in any form, good, moral, or lawful before our own eyes.


We are created in the image of the creator! The creator lives through us! Michaelangelo’s image is an allegory of how the cosmic brain, the shape “God” in this image is floating in, created humans, and touched itself, through the mirror veil of physicality and metaphysicality…

Going on…

I simply cannot fully trust those who play cruel life taking, selective games, when they do not have to, and do not have to make others do so on their behalf, yet do so anyway.
And one of the biggest reasons i cannot trust “them” and “you” is when you make up CRAP excuses for it, like “plants feel pain to, everything has to die, i need my calcium from milk, i need my meat for my muscles”. Here is scientific proof you do not have to:

tombstone_400 point number 3, links to a sourced and well written article, and here are also some amazing body builders and pro athletes proving you can have great muscles without any meat at all.

I myself am quite strong too, and can lift twice my own body weight, and trained in self defense for years.

I can explain to you why i do not trust “you” or other meat eaters, it is simply because of this, your selective compassion; Double standards. I am not saying this because I think I am better than you, or to accuse you, or anything like that, and I WAS once a meat eater who didn’t consider the animal suffering, or just brushed it off as “necessary”… i just genuinely feel it is difficult to trust people who do not see their own hypocrisy, double standards, or if they do, do not change…

here is a chart showing that our bodies are NOT configured for meat eating (again):

comparison chartfactually! FACT-actually! IF, if you can reason your way around that, and PROVE to me we HAVE TO do cruel things to other living feeling, breathing beings, then i will listen, but don’t bother insulting me like others have, it’s a waste of your and my time.

What does the energy which connects all of us feel and think about the situation, that which some people call god or the great spirit? Did the same spirit which made us humans not make animals too?


You see, My trust for you will only ever go “so far”, I cannot totally “let go” around “you”. I will trust “you” fully again when you do what “you” can reason and prove to yourself, first and foremost, to be doing the right thing.

As long as you are doing something which even you do not think is good or the right thing to do, how can i trust you? When you don’t even trust yourself or life, enough, to do the right thing.

That’s 365 animals (or more) in a single year!… Other facts mean you are actually enRICHing the planet by your choice!

Many people came at me with the argument “plants have feelings too”, to me this is a farce, if you care so little about animals you are willing to kill and eat them WHEN YOU DO NOT NEED TO, why dare to pretend about plants so deeply?
Just as a justification to change nothing and go on killing!
the facts to me, seem to be I NEED broccoli and apples, and salad, and so on, to live, and eating these things does not seem to me to be “ending life” or “torturing living beings”.

But i do NOT NEED, to kill! even if my mouth sometimes still, with all my knowledge, wants, meat! That’s how deep the cultural programming, and effect on our body is, when we eat meat for years, and decades…


Why do you, and people feel compassion for dogs, or cats, or mice, or any pets, and for instance my families dog who died a week ago, why do “you” go around saying “sorry”, “my condolences” e.t.c, and yet go on eating meat, yet go on not personally investigating slaughter houses, factory farming, and saying no to what is clearly immoral? Is your morality, your compassion, only lip service, only skin deep?

Look at how this pig enjoys being stroked! It is just as sensetive as a dog!!!!

Honestly: Now that I’ve made the shift, and been going 3 years or so, i feel good, better than before, i don’t feel like i am lacking anything, it was hard to make the change, like quitting an addiction. It was the horror i witnessed over and over again, that gave me the impulse to “shift” but especially recently, after watching the freely and legally viewable film earthlings, on the earthlings dot com site, i saw, that a critical mass of humans simply must get together to put an end to this barbarism, not only that it is possible, but that it must be done.

There is an interrelationship between all things, and our complete ruthless, merciless treatment of animals, reflects how we treat ourselves as a species, and other humans, innocents, women, children, men… I am convinced we could end war worldwide if we stopped eating, butchering, torturing animals. That is parasitic and predatory, and we are better than that, as a species, our very blood calls to us to remind us “You are nobler than this, there is something wrong!” 

get rid of war

for me, going vegan was the first step, now i want to help the animals directly, and i also have a big heart for children, and all life really, and i HATE seeing and reading about abuse… I HATE IT!!!! I HATE IT!
And you should too! You should love good and hate evil, and take a stand for what is good, and not let evil just wash over and consume you.


Quite honestly i am so disgusted with “adults” and i have seen so many horrible things “adults” do in this world, that for many, many years, all i wanted was to get back my child sense of hope and trust and faith, and i really only feel that way, and that it is safe and normal and EASY to be that way around animals and children…

How can we go on living our lives without truly living?
Without feeling good about who we are,
what we do, what choices we make?

For me, this is what I felt and feel like when i let the truth,
as it shows itself to me, into my heart mind and soul… into my life.


I know it’s really hard to change your diet, at first, and that is why i personally had to fight with myself and keep asking myself the questions…

you know who else it’s really hard for though? Factory farmed animals who live through sheer torture and suffering, who’s sheer existence, from birth to death, is a misery, with little to no good in it, and even events like sex, which should be a joy for all, are through artificial means.

It is clear the cow is made to live, to enjoy life,
and the cucumber is not, it has no brain, nor nervous system, nor anything!

cucumber cow

All in all, i feel like the issue of war and factory farming are very closely related, and i close again with the quote “as long as man mercilessly slaughters animals he will kill his own brother again and again on the battlefield”, imagine if ending wars worldwide was as simple as doing what you really love (being true to your innermost self), and shifting your diet… many of us think we have to do more, but the fact actually is if everyone did that, war, world wide, would end tommorow!


Thank you for reading through and considering my view point, i know it is not at all easy, and that is why i recommend talking to the people you feel connected to through your heart, or seeking new people to talk to such themes about.

last thing, i don’t like the name vegan, much, but my friend told me about a new name: the Eden diet… eating anything from any tree, or seed, or herb bearing fruit


“out of the ground the LORD God caused to grow every tree that is pleasing to the sight and good for food;” “Then God said, “I give you every seed-bearing plant on the face of the whole earth and every tree that has fruit with seed in it. They will be yours for food.” The first chapter of the first Book Genesis, of the Torah, of the Bible…

I know this is a “a lot” and if you are new to this subject, then it might seem like “too much”, but just keep making those steps in the direction your logic is pointing you to go.

You are here, reading this for a reason. We are all connected, not just as humans, but as life, the reason we have pets is because we cherish our connection to animals. The reason we have slaughterhouses and factory farms is because humanity is mixed up about what it is, and is currently going through a “dark age”, but is thankfully coming out of it, through the magic of communication…


Crystals power computers, the “chips” people talk about are crystalline… We are composite beings: Mineral, Vegetable, And Animal.

I think we are heading to a brighter future in which we recognize ourselves as GUARDIANS of the planet and not PREDATORS.

This is a (edited) repost from my facebook page:

Images added in the wordpress version.

Here are sources: Earthlings Video, (we are all earthlings! We all come from the earth).

free from the director / creator for the sake of the animals.

Please reshare/ repost this article, not at all for me, but for the animals and our planet, I really am convinced changing our diet, on a large scale, will end wars.

Credit for images, google and

If you are still not convinced by any of this, I urge you to watch this video:

What is the ego to you?

What is the ego to you?

To me the ego is the babbling voice in the mind
which won’t shut up unless you tell it to,
or give direct commands and take
charge over your bodies natural intelligence,
and give your whole being a purpose, a direction.

To me the ego is the mask people get confused with,
which keeps them from beign a true individual, in a herd mentality,
It is what can sway you to make all kinds of decisions,
and gives you the feeling you are not responsible for your actions,
or the consequences they result in, when you are…

ego mask

Is the ego something which pretends to be you, while your soul is actually slumbering?

Another way to describe it is: the facade, the status, the role, the persona, outwardly,
it is everything you appear to be, but are not in essence;
Nationality, skin colour, eye colour, hair colour, foot size, et cetera,

Inside, it is what confuses you from your true self and soul,
it is the voice which constantly provides you with thoughts, opinions, narratives,
likes and dislikes, which keeps you in the past or future speculation, away from the now, away from being,
it is that annoying constant tone which few become aware of, that it is not them, and even fewer know how to turn off at will.

To me, meditation is the cure for the ego, what is meditation?
Non thought; Gaining cosmic energy, by consciously sleeping and relaxing
the mind and therefore also the body, in short finding the source of all being within yourself.

Meditation feels like this picture looks:

the effects of meditation

What is sleep? Unconscious meditation.

Is it possible to not need sleep if you become an advanced meditator? Yes

Has meditation ever been shown to have a real world effect on things like war and peace? Yes, it factually has.

TM (Transcendental Meditation) crime prevention project in Washington showed a maximum 23.3% drop in violent crime.
Before the project, the Chief of Police had exclaimed that the only thing that would create a 20% drop
in crime would be 20 inches of snow. The TM crime prevention project took place during
blistering summer weather. Read full article here…


“The statistical probability that this result could reflect chance variation in crime levels was less than 2 in 1 billion (p < .000000002).”

The factual probabilities are that even knowing this information, not all people who read this
will meditate regularly, even when guaranteed that it will work, to create peace within
themselves and their environment, will you? 
Will you join me and others, and vote for peace,
not with your pen, but your whole being?


I invite you to.

Thank you for taking the time to read this.

another source for this experiment can be found here:

My core, Uploading and Downloading

Sometimes people get confused about whether they are “uploaders” (creators/designers/authors) or “downloaders”, (readers/consumers/eaters e.t.c) the truth is, you are both, and without being one you cannot be the other, but you need to balance your intake and output!

Balancing is an essential act. In fact, it is so essential, it is one of the 5-6-7 senses, touch taste smell sight hearing, (intuion) and balancing! Why don’t people mention it? The sense of balancing, they just forget it, because you only sense balance in movement.

There is a vast amount of intelligence which can come through you if you are willing to put your ego (sense of identity / mask / not full self) away for a moment, for you to “channel” “upload”, “be wild and creative” and there is a vast amount of information you can take in, when something is of relevance for you.

But one of the challenges we have to overcome in living in this world, is that of ignoring irrelevant information, and another challenge is: Saying no to forced learning, or forced “sharing”, and really doing what we do from the heart and soul of our being: being true to ourselves, this means, When we learn, and when we teach, we should really be doing it from our core.

I painted this piece of art when I was 15 years old and called it “My Core”, I still enjoy looking at this image and reflecting on it, I taught myself how to use photoshop, layering textures upon textures, filtering e.t.c, and thought up all the ideas on my own.

Humans are brilliant creatures but they need to be given space to grow and blossom, like any other flowers or animals really. Part of this space is trust, and that is a rare currency in our world.

Thanks for reading, I hope this helps you develop a more trusting relationship with yourself.


My Core by Samuel A Alder
My Core

Who you really are

Have you ever looked around you,
and just thought “Wait”!?
Somethings going wrong herelet’s change it before it’s too late?
This world only exists because love does,
yet it’s filled with so much hate!  This world is filled with lost people, pretending to be alive,
when they’re really the walking dead instead, trying to see the light,
living their lives without any real hope, groping for dope,
in products, drugs, on the Internet or on t.v, following trends in magazines,manipulated without end, always acting, always something to pretend,never letting the mask drop, right up until the end.



The thick fog of despair fills the air,
people are suffering, they just really don’t know where,
to go to to find something to hold onto,
many never truly start believing, or conceiving,
that the very thing they’re looking for is inside of them,
the love they’re running from or to, is them, and me, and you.



What can I do, except tell you I love you?
Not because you’re a Muslim, a Christian or a Jew,
not because you worship the gods like a good Hindu,
but just because you’re you… because you are you.
Who are you if you’re not these characters, ways of behaving, roles or descriptions though?
Let me share that with you, it’s a song I have to sing: You are life itself, you are astounding, you are everything.


If you could really feel and know this, if you could just forget everything,
you would feel so blessed,
you would see before you do anything,
before you compete you already are the best,
you already are complete,and whatever you need to receive to achieve will be given, when you ask with all your heart.



There’s simply nothing this universe withholds from those who know about the sacred and secret art,
of living in tune with the voice right there in the heart,
talking to yourself some say is a sign of madness, but that’s not true at all,
because the whole universe and all of the people in it, are right there inside of me and you,
there truly is no other, no enemy, no stranger, if you can bend and see,
if you can be as infinitely flexible in your mind, as the infinite creator god inside of you and me.


You don’t need to see any miracles to believe in the power of god, life or the universe,because you already are the miracle, you already are the power, the wealth, the bursting creativity,
and you were born perfect, except you didn’t know it,and so i know many have thought about throwing it,
all away and cursing the day, on which they were born,
and letting life be forgotten, forsaken, and forlorn.  But now you can be reminded, you can unwind or rewind whatever was, or you thought will be,
and now you can know: life itself is the greatest gift, the sweetest mystery,
everything else is just wrapping the present up in new forms,
so step into the present moment and the presence of yourself, discover what a gift you are,
if you can’t see your own value for yourself, let me tell you, without exaggeration,
when you smile from your heart you shine like a star.  there is a music and a melody to your soul, it’s divine, glorious and interstellar,your origin is not only your parents, it is the light which you see shining down at you when you look at the sun,it’s the mind and heart and soul and belly of the whole cosmos pulsating within you,ever onwards, right from your birth, but the truth of this life can only be seen
when we live in harmony, when we stop damaging ourselves and agree to be what we always have been able to be,when we live by the laws written on and in our hearts, neither dealing out death, or holding our breath, but simply being true.  This is the whole of the recipe, to escape from feeling blue,
to escape depression, anxiety, illness, sickness, delusion and schizophrenia too,
it’s all about being true to the real you, going deep down inside where the truth abides,
and about creating from a place of balance, about expressing your impressions,
about revealing what life and truth are to you,
share this unique gift you have to give, find out who you are.

we rely on you just the same way as we depend on the sun,
go on, keep finding out what it is that makes you shine,
i am, you are, we are, always, children of the great submlime and eternal sun,
the light of the infinite, and always existent ONE.


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Collected Poems about Love and Eternity

you can download these poems here: in open office form collected poems and pdf collected poems

“love is an ever outstretched hand
love is a path leading to the promised land
love is a way, which creates itself and overcomes the troubles of the day,
love is, love IS.”

“look past the distraction, look past the haze,
fix your eyes on what is eternal, focus your mind’s gaze…

and what you will discover is the end of your confused trance like daze, time ends when you want it to, it’s just the twinkling of an eye,

just a changing of perspective,
just a blinking and releasing of selfishness and pride

the real I is eternal, it doesn’t waver or dissolve,
it is simply made of everything, and everything is made of it,

the shit the, flowers the sunshine, the spring water too,
it’s all the self same thing, and it’s all inside of you!

by this i mean you always have been, are and will be, connected to all of it, and all you have to do to get a glimpse of the infinite eternal,

is look within and listen, to the silence inbetween the sounds,
the eternal infinite silence, connecting everything, all around.”

“Considering the Eternity of Time and the Infinity of Space,
Makes it easier to let go of the Illusion,
that life is a race, that you always have to rush,
and get to the next place…

Why is it called the human race?
Can you see the anger in people’s face?
Where are they going?
They are doing themselves a disgrace…

An angry, proud, stampeding herd,
running off the cliff, unable to fly,
not yet angels,
neither colourful and glorious birds.


Words, words words, words words words, concepts and ideas,
Which are all so absurd, unless you consider, the infinite depth of beingness
And see, that even throughout all of this time, a single, subtle breath,
Has kept us alive, What a miracle you are, What a miracle we are, When just one, just one act of violence, just one accident, just one fall, is enough to end it all.

All of these generations, all of these,
sparks and eternal somethings…

And it makes me think about how… How… How…
I have been chasing myself for so long now,
only to find out, there is no sam, no me,
separate from everything else…
…And there is no thing to see
only everything
which is not
even a
but a

the be
ing thing which
is not a thing but a
being is a loving free quen see…
a sound, a moving vibration, a pulsation
moving through the air, the ground, the ocean, the fire,
and we are it… we are the prime ordeal, primordial
sound, we are it, we are the ocean of emotion
we are it… the dream of our ancestors
whom we were also… we are, we
are, yes, we truly are, and you
know, we really truly just are
this beingness this love
this eternal justice
which just is
what it is

you can download these poems here: in open office form collected poems and pdf collected poems

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“Speaking to the artist in you”, an essay.

Speaking to the artist in you:

The astronaut, the scientist, mathematician, academic,
author and actor have become romantic icons, daring pioneers of our age exploring new horizons,
some of the “chosen few” who are able to travel further, see more, and do more than the “average worker”…

Yet, there is another type of work we can do as humans,
another place except outside of ourselves to explore,
one which it is not so hard, or impossible to become.
A pioneer of consciousness, one who swims through the depths of the mind.
The Artist: a Psychonaut; one who is not afraid of diving into the psyche: “the thing that breathes”.
The world has been mapped and explored, and according to some,
everything that there is to see, has been seen… but not by me.

Look, Look at it!
The whole universe is out there, in all its tremendous beauty and vast glory,
still just waiting to be explored. Stars which are thousands of years of travel away,
even if you are as fast as light. Yes, it is all out there, waiting to be explored, theoretically.

What I want to say is that: It’s also in here!
And in this inner realm, the only thing you are limited by is yourself.
We are so busy, rushing from one place to the next,
paying so much attention to the outer world,
some people don’t even believe the inner one exists,
but I can tell you it does,
because I have been there,
and will keep going,
and keep sharing what I find there.

We all have these projects, but we forget, we are the actual project.
If we feel something is blocking us, we need to remember, there is more than one way.
We have a choice to make in our own lives, which we can only make when we are fully aware of it:
to grow, or to stand still and let the vegetable kingdom swallow us up, in time, her belly:
Either, you choose to grow and advance, or you stand still and regress,
there is no in between, you have to make an effort just to hold your ground, position and keep things going.

A wise man who lived in another age said: “Men go abroad to wonder at the heights of mountains,
at the huge waves of the sea, at the long courses of the rivers, at the vast compass of the ocean,
at the circular motions of the stars, and they pass by themselves without wondering”*

Now, more of the same goes on: We rush about, trying desperately,
but in vain, to change the world in some way or another, trying to leave our mark on it.
When it is not the world that needs changing.
And what we really want to leave a mark on, or in, is ourselves and one another.
And through art; literature, music, dance, philosophy… We can!
We can change the way we, and others see the world, and in so doing, everything else.

Now, as our ability to communicate through technology has catapulted us into the digital age,
we seem to be stagnating, if not, regressing, culturally: most of the greatest works of literature are hundreds of years old,
yet, we could all be contributing to a second renaissance, our emails are sent at light speed,
but our thoughts and emotions are kept from moving much at all…

What I want to say is: there is a universe waiting for you, inside,
in which you are the landscape, and at the same time, the traveller,
in which you can see whatever you need to see.
It’s all just waiting for you to accept it, and go within.

I used to say whenever I was asked who I wanted to meet, this and that dead person.

But who I really want to meet is you.

And the only reason I can think of why I am not currently,
really meeting you, is contained in this sentence:
“We can easily forgive a child who is afraid of the dark
(outer space), The true tragedy of life however,
is when a grown man is afraid of the light (within; in inner space)”.**

When we stay on the outside, on the surface, we remain in the dark, we never get to know ourselves,
we do not meet ourselves, nor others, it is only by diving within that we champion and raise up our inner light
and give birth to our unique loving individual art.